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I Did This Piece Some Years Ago But I Still Feel The Same; Sometimes I Feel Like I'm Not Enough, And It Desperates Me, But I Also Learnt To Accept That You're Not Always At Your Best. I Include The Dharma Wheel To Symbolise Change As Well, Because Now I Know That Nothing Is Constant
I Did This 2 Weeks Ago. It Felt Like My Name Was Dripping Off Me And Boring Into Me, Like I Couldn't Live Up To It. The Name Itself Doesn't Really Mean Anything In Any Language... I'm Working On Being Better
This Is Titled, 'Thought Cup.' I Am Dealing With Gad And Cptsd, Addictions And Ocpd - I Score Close To The Line For Autism Spectrum And Always Negatively For Adhd But Looking At This I Can See Why Most People Think I Have Adhd. Anxiety Is A Noisy And Relentless Mile-A-Minute Thing When It Is In Full Swing...
After I Told My Friend She Was Being Rude To The Rest Of Our Friend Group, (Politely I May Add) She Felt The Need To Apologize To Everyone Else, And Then Ghost And Block Me. She Basically Said To One Of The Other People, "Hey I'm Sorry I Said That Earlier, I Really Wasnt In The Best State Of Mind. I Hope You Can Forgive Me, Although I Didn't Apologize To [me], I Blocked Her." I Go To School With Her And Tomorrow Is Monday, And I'm God-Awful Pissed. Praying I Hold Back The Temptation To Break Her Nose. I Drew This Shortly After It Happened To Vent.
I'm Always Worried About My Sexuality And Gender Because Of My Impostor Syndrome And I Can Have A Huge Mood Swing In The Blink Of An Eye. Everything Is Just A Mess.